A Journey thru Academia

A middle aged man in the middle of a young man's journey…

Logos moves forward to RTM with L4 for Mac

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If you’re like me and you have waited and waited for the time to get right to move to Mac, right now is the best time.  I made the jump in May, and I’ll be fair, the jump hurt!  The L4 for Mac platform was still in Alpha and there were problems.  But, they really do have this thing nailed down and it isn’t going to do anything but get better and better.

Congrats to the Logos L4 Mac team on years of hard work!

The other big story is you can win thousands of bucks in Mac stuff, like a MacBook Pro, an iMac, and right down to iPods and Apple store gift cards!

Jump on in and take it for a spin!

Rabbits with Fangs – The Making of an Academic Lifestyle

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The calendar pictured here isn’t my calendar and I haven’t even read the details of this calendar.  The point here is my calendar looks very similar to this and it is getting even tighter.

I have had to streamline my life.  I have had to drop habits, good and bad.  I have had to say goodbye to friends and relationships.  I have simply, or not so simply, had to simplify my life to accomodate my values.  I had to cut down from a habit of listening to a variety of podcasts at a rate of 20 to 26 hours per week, down to 2 hours per week – and that while driving back and forth from school (yeah, there was no typo in the hours).  I’ve had to go from countless blogs in my Google Reader, down to a few – and what you see there as of right now is dwindling, little bit by little bit.

I used  to justify my time in Google Reader as my version of “reading the morning paper.”  But, quite frankly, you can get caught up into some big, deep, and steep rabbit holes; and the rabbits tend to have fangs, too.

I need to go from an “information overload’ that creates a literal and measurable amount of ADHD, to concentrating on what matters: Family and school – and controversially, family and school being literally at the same priority.  Don’t get me wrong, if my kid breaks a leg at 7:30 a.m., I am going to the E.R and not to school; I think you understand what I am saying here.

Streamline, get purpose, and achieve the goals.  Every semester must have these three components to be successful.  I walked out of the last semester with a 3.7′sh G.P.A and that is all fine and dandy, but the problem is a 3.7 wasn’t my potential.  I had too much noise in my life and streamlining, focusing on my purpose and my goals is the only way to make it to the next level – especially with French class in a 13 hour schedule.

I have lost my mind at a Pen Show

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Look, I had some time to kill in D.C. this weekend and I didn’t want to go site seeing by myself – although I took plenty of pics Friday night of the Capitol, so I heard from the Rhodia paper blog (yeah, I’m a subscriber) there would be a Pen Show across the street from where I was to have the meeting with the Dallas Theological Seminary folks.  Well, at that point, I had to go to the Pen Show!
I am a big “writing instrument” fan and have been since college in the mid-90′s, but I just never bought one for two simple reasons: If I was buying a writing instrument, I wanted it to be a celebration of graduating college; second, I wanted it to be of exceptional quality.  Needless to say, I never graduated college and financially, if I’m busting out more than a couple hundred smackers for a pen, it has to be a priority; the only thing that could make it a priority was something special, like graduating college – so it became a bit of a cycle of thought.
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Second Semester in Review

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So far, I have taken the Spring 2010 and the Summer 2010 semesters.  In previous post I mentioned working together in what I thought to be, at the time, a disastrous work group, of whom had been tasked with the development of a powerpoint presentation on Pericles.  I also discussed new technologies in which I believed would remain ignored, possibly for a generation or more, for the detriment of a quality education.  I didn’t talk too much about Speech class, which I was surprised just wasn’t a walk in the park.  And I spoke somewhat here and there on my major and where I was headed regarding that topic.

In retrospect, I thought the workgroup was going to be an absolute disaster and if things hadn’t changed, I would have been very right.  When Windy (name is spelled correctly) and the rest of us initially met, I seriously thought I would just sit back and watch this group implode upon itself.  It truly suffered from at least one serious instance of incompetence.  Incompetence is a serious problem, because the person think they are able to do anything that is required, but doesn’t have the skills to accomplish much of anything.   An incompetent person feels they are able to not only do the work, but critically evaluate your work.  We had one girl that seriously thought she was able do lead the group and do everything that the group would require.  In reality, she was an absolute “molotov cocktail.”  She was consistently 20 minutes late for meetings and as soon as she darkened the door and even before she had seated herself, she would start asking “directional questions.”  The questions were either flat out “out of order”, disruptive, or chronologically ”out of order.”  It is hard to explain, but I threatened quietly using my HTC EVO with the HD video capabilities and filming the girl in one of her question tirades and then showing her the video; in this way, maybe she could see how disruptive and, yes, stupid she really portrays herself.

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Making Difficult Decisions…alone.

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I am coming down to a time in my young career as a student whereas I must make some important and life changing decisions…by my self.  I don’t have a very good track record on those “life changers.”

I thought I was going to make these decisions back in late Spring, but when the deadline which I had set upon my self came and went I didn’t feel the urgency; I wanted to get some more credit hours under my belt before I committed to anything major (pardon the pun).
I thought until last night I was going to sit this semester out.  It is a long story as to why, and I won’t bore you with the drama.  Nevertheless, to my wife’s and parents approval I will move forward.  But, how to move forward is another total mystery.
Campbell University (http://campbell.edu) is not my first pick.  If I were 20 again, I would head to UNC Chapel Hill, Liberty University, University of WI, Duke University, or flat out take it across the pond to the University of St. Andrews in Scotland (http://www.st-andrews.ac.uk/).  I don’t have that opportunity.  But, there’s nothing wrong with Campbell as a choice, either.  Campbell is 45 minutes from my home and the scholarship is respected, and that is enough said.
But, which major?  I’ve been leaning heavily on French, with a minor in German, for the reason of the Ph.D. research I’ve done all serious programs require literacy with French and German.  Long story, as short as I can make it, an advisor told me I needed to re-think this approach.  Now, bear in mind, this advisor/math professor doesn’t know me from adam.  But, he had some relevant points that have had my head spinning so hard and quite frankly, he was half the reason I wanted to take a semester off – to regroup, reassess, and hopefully move forward.
So, what’s it going to be, a major in History or Foreign Languages?  I would look forward to one as much as the other.  I am signed up for my first semester of French this coming semester and I am looking forward to it.  But, in all reality, my heart is History and Campbell has a good “Christian History” major.
I can’t go to my wife and expect an answer.  I can’t go to my pastor and get an answer; he would tell me I’m nuts for going to Campbell (long story).  I can’t really go anywhere and get an answer, other than the school.Do they want to meet with me?  Would they meet with me?  What should I expect from a meeting with a department head at a school like Campbell?  Will he tell me I’m “full of it” and I need to get real?  Will he encourage me?  Will he break my heart?  Will he tell me I’m on track?
I really wish I could meet with somebody from Dallas Theological Seminary, where I intend on getting my Th.M.  They could tell me the right path.  Those people aren’t interested in talking to college freshman, I don’t think.

Complexity and Collapse

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The following is an analysis which I was required to submit for Dr. Ivey’s World Civ I class.  I really enjoyed reading the article, which was fantastic, and writing the analysis.

The article is Complexity and Collapse: Empires on the Edge of Chaos by Niall Ferguson.

Here, you can access the Analysis PDF of the following of my response.  It is easier to read, because I can’t get WP to work with my article correctly.

I do urge the reader to check out Thomas Course of the Empire , which is a remarkable rendition of the rise and fall of empires, in general and is the part of the “concept” in from which Dr. Ferguson writes.

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For some reason which I have never been able to figure out, I have always been concentrated by interest in history on the rise and fall of anything.  I enjoy reading about the definitive result of his tory and the possible culmination of the future.  This article is right down and up my alley.
The implicit suggestion that young America would be better served by sticking to it’s bucolic, or pastoral, principles is the truth which Ben Franklin sharply answered in conversation that the American people had “A republic if you can keep it.” (Cite: House.gov).  “It is the ambition of a man which may tear him down; yet it is a man’s lack of ambition which assuredly tears that man down”   – I’ve said that for years, as it has been the helter skelter of myself.  Ambitious government (civilization) is dangerous, as it is potent.  The question I have for Dr. Spengler is now that he’s been dead for 74 years, how would he rate his deduction that the 19th Century was the “Winter of the West”, and what does that really mean anyway.  The Winter is the first season, so did he mean the 19th century was when the West would really get started good, for spring was near and summer was sure; did Spengler mean we were at the end of our rope?  I may be proven wrong, but I believe if he thinks we were at the end of our rope in the 1800’s, then he is either very right and we are about over with or he is in error.
The assessment of Jared’s Collapse is right, in that as far as history is concerned all civilizations have seen their own collapse before their eyes, and I’ll add the Roman Empire as a sure exception to this rule.
While the author leaves off into a great paragraph with analysis of one of my favorite books, he then launches into foolishness by assessing the lack of support and willingness to accept a tax increase on the basis of climate change regulations and the false dichotomy of distribution of wealth from rich to poor nations.   As if the the United Nations should tax the G8, and the G8 should turn to their respective citizens and tax the citizenry to support the likes of the Sudanese government, so they can buy bullets to impose their will, reign of terror, and blocking of physical food and aid in order to horde that food in government palaces to feed their corrupt officials and soldiers.  Yeah, I’m all for that mess.
The author is the first “feel good liberal”, however, to propose the possibility of reducing entitlements, yet in the same breath he proposes raising taxes.
I believe the author may seriously be “on to something” in the idea of “proximate” causal reasoning on major events, such as WWI, 9/11, and our recent Financial Crisis of sub-prime mortgages.  I’ve never bought into the idea that killing a freak in 1966 could be the killer of thousands in September 2001.  The men on those airplanes more than likely never heard of Sayyid Qutb.  That said, it probably was the episode which caused the sad demise of Anwar Sadat in 1981.
Pages 27 & 28 record and rehash the quick demise of the Western Roman Empire, China’s Ming Dynasty, and finally France’s quick demise to the Napoleon short people (making sure you’re reading), does he infer a quick demise for the United States?
His assumption of the Soviet collapse is “spot on” as it was internal demise, not invasion or civiil war which brought the system crashing faster than any civilization (if you want to call it civilization) in recorded history.  Why can’t we (Russia & the U.S) get along, anyway?  We have more in common than not in common.
With that thought in mind.  Maybe I was wrong about Dr. Spengler.  Maybe he was right.  Maybe we (the United States) could collapse this very evening.  We have the greatest plundering of our wealth in history.  This president of these United States makes Pericles look like a pauper.  This internal rot of spending is the same pressure with which Russia imposed it’s crushing death on itself, except it was funding the Military and we are funding everybody.
Works Cited:
Ferguson, Niall. Complexity and Collapse: Empires on the Edge of Chaos. March-April 2010. Web. 28 July 2010. http://www.foreignaffairs.com.
Paul, Ron. House.Gov: Speeches & Statements. 31 January 2000. Web. 28 July 2010. http://www.house.gov.

Posting from the HTC EVO

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This is my first post using my new HTC EVO using the Android Word Press app. It is more simplified, however I seriously think it will keep me making more updates to my academia blog, if which I have two post floating in my head right now.
We might even get into some video blogging.

Request DENIED

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So I have this meeting for my History of Civ work group.  I spend two afternoons preparing for what I feel is an appropriate agenda and my worst nightmares about this project become real as the day is long.

As I wrote in the original article about this fantastic push into the world of interpersonal relationships, I am ready and willing to submit to an authority that is in control and organized:

“Yesterday, I realized there was a young lady whom was taking a serious lead and I stepped back and gave her a few minutes to see how well her organizational skills were going to deal with a group of seven people.  In 10 minutes flat she had everything strait and I totally submitted.  A lot of Type A people would have dug their heels in and tried to take control.” – W.Hines, Unexpected Barriers – Work Groups.

So, here’s what happened.  I missed a day of class and when I came back, I didn’t know what, if anything, had been assigned, handed out, or otherwise spoken about our project.  So, I went to the school’s online discussion board to find out any information whereas my group’s participants may have been collaborating.  We had been assigned by the professor to post in the board as an “ice breaker”, to get things rolling.  Nothing was in the board.  I posted something like, “I’ve been in NYC for a few days and I missed Monday.  Can somebody fill me in on what, if anything, has happened?”  The response I get is best summed up in one word: “Crickets.”  I heard nothing.  So what did I do?

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New tools for collaboration shall remain ignored

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There’s no question about it, at my school the online collaboration system called “BlackBoard” is about as behind the times as you can imagine.  I mean, they just updated it to the newest version about a month ago, and when you compare BlackBoard with anything “open source” and even “closed” on a commercial basis BlackBoard is about five years behind.

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Unexpected Barriers – Work Groups

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This week, I’ve had two classes which both required “group study” of a subject.  I’ve known about this concept for years, since my Wife has been in the Nursing program now for a year and then previously a Associate of Science major for a year and a half previously.  She has had plenty of opportunities to work with groups on various projects in almost all her classes.

I used to hear her come home flat out angry.  Frustrated at the lack cooperation, cohesiveness, and quite frankly two or more people trying “to be the boss.”

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